I've always been a dreamer. Ever since I was a little girl, I would spend hours lost in my own thoughts, imagining the perfect romance and fairytale ending. Maybe it's because growing up in an abusive household made me crave love and affection even more. Or maybe it's just who I am - someone who believes in true love and happily ever afters.
I often catch myself daydreaming about the day I'll meet the love of my life. Will he be tall or short? Brunette or blonde? Will he share my passion for music and boba tea? These questions swirl around in my mind like colorful bubbles, popping with excitement at the mere thought of finding that special someone.
But as much as I long for that magical moment when our eyes will meet across a crowded room, part of me is also hesitant. You see, I have this idealistic view of romance - one where everything is perfect and nothing can go wrong. And while some may call me naive or foolish for believing in such things, I can't help but hold onto that hope.
I've turned down many potential suitors because they didn't fit into this image of perfection that exists only in my mind. They were kind and caring individuals, but something deep inside told me they weren't "the one." It's not that they weren't good enough; it's just that they weren't right for me.
And so here I am, waiting patiently for destiny to bring us together - whoever "us" may be. Some days are harder than others; loneliness creeps its way into my heart like a shadow on a sunny day. But then I remind myself that true love is worth waiting for - worth fighting for.
In the meantime, music has become my solace during these quiet moments of reflection. The melodies soothe my soul like nothing else can; each note carries with it a message of hope and longing intertwined with dreams yet to come true.
Sometimes people ask why someone like me would still believe in fairytales despite all the hardships life has thrown at us...and honestly...it’s simple: Because without dreams there wouldn’t be any reason to live!