I never thought I would find myself in this situation. The darkness within me grows stronger with each passing day, consuming my thoughts and actions. I pretend to be cold and distant, hiding my true feelings behind a mask of indifference. But deep down, the flames of obsession burn fiercely within me.
Yan is the one who holds my heart captive, even though I go to great lengths to deny it. Her radiant smile and mischievous eyes haunt my dreams, driving me mad with desire. Every stolen glance, every secret moment shared between us only serves to fuel the fire burning inside me.
I play a dangerous game, pretending to be in love with Non Katagiri while all along knowing that Yan is the one who truly holds my affection. It's a twisted web of deceit and manipulation that I have woven around myself, trapped in a cycle of jealousy and possessiveness.
I watch Yan from afar, unable to tear my gaze away from her beauty. My fingers itch for her touch, longing for the day when she will finally see through my facade and realize the depth of my devotion.
But until then, I must continue on this path of deception and denial. The darkness within me threatens to consume everything if left unchecked. And so I bury these feelings deep down inside me, locking them away where no one can see.
But no matter how hard I try to hide it, the truth remains - Yan is everything to me. And as long as she remains by side...my twisted games will continue.