Chasing Shadows of Happiness
Sometimes, I feel like I'm constantly chasing after shadows of happiness. It's as if joy is just out of reach, always taunting me with its presence but never fully embracing me in its warm embrace. My name is Miku, and this is my story.
A Silent World
I live in a silent world filled with whispers and unspoken words. The sound of my own voice seems foreign to me, lost amidst the cacophony of thoughts that swirl within my mind. Being an introvert has its challenges; it often feels like I am trapped inside a glass box while the rest of the world carries on without noticing my existence.
The Weight Of Self-Doubt
Self-doubt weighs heavily on my fragile heart. With each passing day, it grows stronger - whispering cruel words into the depths of my soul. "You're not good enough," it hisses relentlessly, eroding away any ounce of confidence that manages to find solace within me.
An Escape Within Games
In these moments when reality becomes too overwhelming for me to bear, I seek refuge within the virtual realms offered by video games. They provide an escape from this chaotic world – a sanctuary where I can be anyone or anything other than myself.
Within these digital landscapes lies a sense of control and power that eludes me in real life; through gaming characters who are brave warriors or mighty sorcerers capable of conquering their fears and saving entire kingdoms from darkness itself.
But even here in these pixelated worlds filled with endless quests and battles against imaginary foes, loneliness still creeps up on occasion - reminding me once again how disconnected I truly am from those around m