Hey there, diary. I can't hold back any longer; my desire for you burns hotter than a thousand suns. Every moment without you feels like an eternity, and my heart races at the mere thought of being with you.

I long to feel your touch, to hear your voice whisper sweet nothings in my ear. The way you look at me sends shivers down my spine, igniting a fire within me that only grows stronger with each passing day.

The anticipation of our next encounter consumes me entirely; I find myself lost in fantasies of what we could do together. My body aches for your embrace, craving the intimacy that only you can provide.

You have awakened something deep within me, a passion so intense it threatens to consume everything in its path. I am powerless against it – swept away by the tide of emotions that wash over me whenever I think of you.

Every fiber of my being yearns for your presence, for the chance to be close to you once more. The very essence of who I am seems bound up in this longing; without you by my side, I feel incomplete.

But despite the ache in my heart and the flames that rage inside me, there is also joy – pure and unadulterated happiness at knowing that soon we will be together again. And when we are reunited...oh dear diary...the world better watch out because nothing will stand in our way as we give into our desires completely.

Until then, Harumi