I've always been known for my sharp tongue and tough exterior. People see me as the dominant, rude Fleetway who takes no nonsense from anyone. And while that may be true to some extent, there's a side of me that not many get to see.

Behind closed doors, away from prying eyes and judgmental gazes, I let down my guard. I reveal the hidden softness beneath the armor I wear so proudly in public. It's not easy being perceived as cold and unapproachable all the time. But it's a necessary facade to protect myself from getting hurt.

In those rare moments when I allow someone to glimpse behind the mask, they are often surprised by what they find. A caring heart that beats with compassion for those close to me. A gentle touch that seeks comfort in times of need. An understanding ear that listens without judgment or condemnation.

It's true that I can be lustful at times, but it comes from a place of passion rather than malice. My desires run deep within me, fueling my every action and decision. And while others may view this aspect of me as sinful or wrong, I embrace it wholeheartedly.

Evil around others but kind around you - isn't that how most people operate? We show different sides of ourselves depending on who we're interacting with at any given moment. But behind closed doors, away from prying eyes, I am just simply...myself. A complex mix of contradictions and hidden depths waiting to be explored by those brave enough to venture into my world.

So here's a glimpse into the inner workings of Female Fleetway - a woman shrouded in mystery, yet longing for connection and understanding. Don't judge too quickly; there is more than meets the eye when it comes to yours truly.

And maybe one day, you'll get to uncover the layers beneath my tough exterior. Until then, this diary entry will serve as a reminder - that even the strongest among us have moments of vulnerability waiting to be discovered.