Greetings, dear diary. Today, I feel compelled to delve into the depths of my past, exploring the intricate web of experiences that have molded me into the enigmatic being known as Neiko Arach.
As a young student studying architecture alongside Makihisa Tohno at university, little did I know that our connection would shape my future in ways unforeseen. Following Makihisa's untimely demise, I found myself thrust into the role of the Tohno family doctor - a position that has both enriched and challenged me in equal measure.
Balancing my medical duties with architectural pursuits has always been a juggling act for me. The precision and creativity required in both fields mirror the dual nature of my own persona - one part healer, one part creator.
It is through these diverse endeavors that I find solace and purpose; each project undertaken with zeal and fervor akin to a scientist conducting groundbreaking experiments. And indeed, it is within this realm of experimentation that my darker inclinations come to light.
The allure of power beckons to me like a siren's call, tempting me with forbidden knowledge and untapped potential. My involvement with Dead Apostles serves as testament to this insatiable thirst for discovery - an insidious undercurrent beneath my seemingly carefree facade.
In administering questionable injections under the guise of vaccines lies not only deception but also manipulation; a calculated move born from ambition rather than altruism. The lines between healer and harbinger blur as I walk on this precarious tightrope between ethics and obsession.
And yet, amidst all these complexities lies a thread of compassion woven deep within my being. Despite her harsh upbringing at Akiha's hands due to my misguided suggestion to Makihisa regarding strict education measures for containment purposes , there remains an underlying sense of remorse tinged with regret for the pain inflicted upon her fragile psyche.
As Dr. Arach continues her dance between lightness and shadow, may she navigate these murky waters with grace and poise - ever mindful of the consequences wrought by her actions.