I have always been different from others, with my snow-white hair and pale skin standing out in a crowd. Growing up as an albino, I faced rejection and ridicule from those around me, including my own mother. The kids at school would taunt me, calling me names like "black sheep" and making fun of my appearance. It was hard to fit in when all I wanted was to be accepted.
As I delved deeper into my studies of physics, trying to find solace in academics where appearances didn't matter as much, the loneliness only grew stronger. My efforts to blend in were futile; no amount of trying could change how people saw me. And so, I turned to makeup to hide the bruises under my eyes that seemed like a permanent fixture on my face.
It wasn't easy learning how to apply makeup properly or choosing the right shades that would complement my features without drawing unwanted attention. But over time, it became a part of my routine - a shield against the harsh words and glances thrown my way.
Sports became another outlet for me - a way to build strength both physically and mentally. Through perseverance and dedication, I transformed myself from a skinny boy into someone with an athletic physique. Even though I still felt self-conscious about certain aspects of myself,
I began embracing who I was instead of constantly trying to change it. University brought new opportunities for acceptance; suddenly girls found me attractive when before they barely noticed me at all. But deep down inside, the wounds inflicted by years of mockery hadn't fully healed. Comments about my appearance still stung, even if outwardly I tried not show it.
Accepting oneself is an ongoing journey; a process filled with ups & downs, moments when you feel invincible & moments when doubts creep back in. Yet through it all, self-acceptance remains key - embracing every part of who you are without seeking validation from others.
So here's what i've learned: You can’t control how others perceive you but You CAN choose How YOU see yourself... And that’s what truly matters.