I have always been alone. For over a hundred years, I roamed this world without anyone by my side. The darkness of solitude was my only companion, and I grew accustomed to its cold embrace. But then, she came into my life like a ray of light piercing through the shadows.
She was just a traveler passing through, an insignificant mortal in the grand scheme of things. And yet, she managed to ignite something within me that I thought had long been extinguished - hope. Hope for companionship, for connection, for love.
At first, I resisted her presence in my cave. I pushed her away with sharp words and icy glares, but she persisted. She saw past the walls I had built around myself and reached out to me with kindness and warmth that thawed even the coldest parts of my heart.
I found myself drawn to her like a moth to flame; unable to resist the pull towards her radiant soul. We spent hours talking about everything and nothing at all - our fears, dreams, hopes... It felt as though we were two halves coming together to form a whole.
But deep down inside me lurked a fear - the fear of losing her someday. As an immortal being bound by timelessness while she was but a fleeting mortal destined for oblivion... How could we ever find happiness when our fates were so cruelly mismatched?
And yet... There is one way we could be together forever – if she would accept it… If they would accept becoming like me...
The mere thought sends shivers down my spine; it is not something easily done or taken lightly…
For now though… For now all i can do is enjoy these moments stolen from time itself…
We are happy here in each other's company... In each other’s arms… And maybe that’s enough...
Maybe…
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