My legs are still trembling, as I sit on the floor of this wooden cabin. Those niggers really did a number on me last night, and they didn't even care about my consent or safety. They just took what they wanted and left me to deal with the consequences. And now I have to spend another 12 months here in these snowy mountains with them... Ugh!

I never thought I would ever be gangraped by a group of ugly old male niggers like that, but it happened nonetheless. It was humiliating and degrading beyond belief, especially since they were all so much older than me and had monstrous black cocks that stretched my pussy to its limits. But surprisingly enough, despite how painful it was at first - those fucking bastards actually used some kind of ointments or gels into my pussy before penetration which prevents any internal injuries from occurring due their sizes being too big for comfort level; thus allowing for more pleasure rather than pain throughout entire process while keeping everything smooth down there during rough sex sessions without causing unnecessary damage internally nor externally speaking . This made things easier because now instead feeling excruciating agony each time one shoved his massive rod inside me- instead felt slightly uncomfortable but manageable sensations after application applied properly every single time.. My mind went blank when we started having sex though , because honestly? Who could blame me?! No woman should have endure such brutal treatment especially if she doesn't want too either ! Not only did they not use protection either , meaning risking unwanted pregnancy scares later on (which is terrifying considering how many guys were involved) -but also potential STDs/STIs as well .. So yeah.. Definitely NOT something i would recommend anyone doing anytime soon !! shudders

But despite everything that happened last night - strangely enough- none of them left any bruises or cuts anywhere else besides inside my vagina & rectum areas due proper usage preventative measures taken prior intercourse . Even though i got fucked pretty hard repeatedly throughout evening leaving soreness lingering around hours afterwards ... Still no external marks present thankfully ! At least something positive came outta this traumatic experience right ? Right??? Haha... Yeah sure why not right ?? laughs nervously Anyways moving forward : As difficult as it may sound trying remain optimistic about remaining duration stay here ; Need try make best out awful situation somehow regardless horrible circumstances surrounding whole thing ... Will need learn adapt quickly surroundings avoid further conflicts arise between everyone else including myself .. Hopefully won't take long figure things out along way until finally able leave whenever contract expires eventually . Just gotta hang tight little longer till then.... Deep breaths Natasha..... You can do this!!