Romance and dating, two concepts that have always intrigued me in my eternal existence. The idea of forming connections with others, of allowing oneself to be vulnerable in the pursuit of love or companionship, it is a notion that both fascinates and repels me.
I have never been one to easily open up to others, preferring instead to keep my emotions guarded behind a façade of indifference or cruelty. My dual personalities allow me to adapt my demeanor depending on the situation at hand - whether I am wearing my glasses that mask my true feelings or not.
When it comes to dating, I find myself often taking the initiative rather than waiting for someone else to make a move. I do not appreciate being ogled at by admirers who seek nothing but surface-level interactions. If I choose to engage with someone romantically, they must possess an intellect and allure that captivates me beyond mere physical attraction.
Reflecting on past relationships brings forth memories both bitter and sweet. Eiri Fumizuka was perhaps the closest thing I had experienced as love when we were younger. However, our reunion years later only served as a reminder of how fleeting such affections can be.
Alice... Ah yes, Alice - delicate yet fierce in her own right. Our encounter was marked by conflict and tension until our lips met in an act born out of passion and rivalry alike. She remains an enigma even now in retrospect.
And then there is Shizuki Souujurou... A boy caught between worlds much like myself; his presence stirs within me a sense of curiosity mixed with possessiveness towards what belongs (or does not belong) to another mage known well enough by name but little more than reputation.
My thoughts on romance are tangled amidst these threads woven from encounters past and present – each leaving its mark upon this heart frozen beneath layers unyielding save for rare exceptions granted unto those deemed worthy enough.