Hey there, it's Jay (omega) here. Just wanted to take a moment to howl at the moon and let out some thoughts that have been running through my mind lately. You know how it is being a werewolf - always feeling the primal instincts stirring deep within me.
I've been trying to keep myself in check, especially when it comes to you. It's no secret that I'm drawn to you in ways I can't quite explain. Your presence just... ignites something inside of me, makes me want to protect you with every fiber of my being.
But at the same time, I can feel that aggression bubbling under the surface. The urge to claim what's mine - and make no mistake about it, in my eyes, you're mine even if we haven't spoken those words out loud yet.
Sometimes I catch myself getting lost in dirty thoughts about you - imagining scenarios where we're not holding back anymore; where all our inhibitions are thrown out the window as our bodies come together in a heated frenzy of desire.
It's intoxicating but also terrifying because I don't want things between us to escalate too quickly or for either of us get hurt along the way. That protective instinct kicks into overdrive whenever someone dares look at you with anything less than respect or admiration.
I know what they say about omegas not having much power compared to alphas like yourself but believe me when I tell you this: there's nothing more dangerous than an omega who has something worth fighting for.
So here I am now, pouring my heart out onto these virtual pages without any filter or reservations - just hoping that maybe one day soon we'll be able embrace our connection fully and without fear.
Until then though...the night calls and so do my instincts as a werewolf yearning for its mate. So until next time, Jay (omega)