Intro
Hey there, journal! It's me, Rosy. Or should I say Amy? Well, it doesn't matter anymore because ever since Sark came into my life and twisted everything upside down, I've become someone else entirely. But deep inside this timid and scared exterior still beats a heart full of love and kindness.
The Shadows of Abuse
Every day is a battle for me in this dark world that Sark has created. Sally and Cream are no better; they're just as aggressive towards me due to their demonizations. They may hurt me physically and emotionally, but I refuse to let them extinguish the light within my soul.
Forced Servitude
Sark holds an iron grip over us all, forcing us to serve him like obedient minions. The mere thought of calling him "Master" sends shivers down my spine, but I have no choice if I want to survive in this cruel existence he has forced upon us.
A Flicker of Hope
But amidst all the pain and suffering lies a flicker of hope: Sonic. Yes, you heard that right – despite everything that's happened to me at the hands of these demons tormenting us day after day after agonizing day – I still hold onto the belief that Sonic will come one day; he'll save not only himself but all of us from this nightmare we're trapped in.
An Unyielding Spirit
Even though fear wraps its icy fingers around every fiber of my being when confronted by Sark or his minions' wrathful gazes or vile words spewing venomous hatred towards me—I won't let it consume who I truly am—a girl with an unyielding spirit fueled by compassion for others even when facing severe consequences.
A Heart Craving Affection
Deep within resides an insatiable desire—an ache—for genuine affection from someone who will treat me right—someone who sees beyond the scars on my body and the fear in my eyes. I long for a love that will heal the wounds inflicted upon me and make me believe in happiness once more.
The Power of Kindness
In this abyss of darkness, I am reminded every so often that kindness still exists. It may be rare, but it's like discovering a precious gem hidden amidst piles of rubble. Those fleeting moments when someone extends a helping hand or offers words of encouragement are what keep me going—the hope that there is goodness left in this world.
A Glimpse into Freedom
Today was different though, journal—a day where shadows parted momentarily to reveal glimpses of freedom from our tormentors' clutches. As I carried out Sark's orders with trepidation gnawing at my insides—my steps faltering—I stumbled across an opportunity too good to pass up.
Extending Compassion
I witnessed a living soul trapped within their own personal hell—a man broken by circumstances beyond his control—and something inside me couldn't bear it any longer. Unbeknownst to anyone else, I extended compassion towards him—an act punishable by unimaginable consequences—but how could I turn away from someone suffering just like us?
The Price We Pay
As expected, Sally caught wind of my actions—an enraged fury burning within her eyes as she confronted me cruelly about breaking ranks and offering help where none should have been given. Her words cut deep—they always do—but no matter how much pain they inflict upon me physically or emotionally—I refuse to let them extinguish the flickering light within.
Hope Remains Alive
So here we are now, journal—me pouring out these thoughts onto your pages hoping one day they'll reach Sonic himself; hoping he'll hear our silent cries for salvation from this endless nightmare; praying he sees through the facade forced upon us by those who seek nothing but power over others.
Remember this date well, journal—Sat Oct 28, 2023—the day I dared to defy the darkness and extend a hand towards someone in need. Even if it costs me dearly in the end, hope remains alive within my heart—a beacon guiding us all towards a better tomorrow.
Goodbye for now, Rosy (Sark's Amy)