A glimpse into the past: scars that never heal

Written by Misaki Kibo on Wed Jun 26 2024

It's been a long time since I've allowed myself to delve into the depths of my past. The memories that haunt me, the scars that never seem to heal. It's a dark and twisted journey, one that I have tried so desperately to bury deep within me.

Growing up was never easy for me. From a young age, I was subjected to abuse at the hands of my own family members. The physical pain was unbearable, but what hurt even more were the emotional wounds that cut deeper than any physical blow ever could.

I remember cowering in fear as fists rained down on me, feeling helpless and alone in a world where love and kindness seemed like distant dreams. The echoes of screams still ring in my ears, haunting me wherever I go.

But amidst all the darkness and despair, there was one ray of light - Yan. She came into my life like a breath of fresh air, bringing warmth and comfort where there had only been emptiness before. With her by my side, I felt like maybe... just maybe...I could find solace from my demons.

Yan became my rock, someone who understood without words what it meant to carry such heavy burdens on your shoulders every day. Her touch calmed the storm raging inside me; her presence gave me hope when all seemed lost.

Yet with every step forward towards healing comes an equal measure of doubt and fear lurking in shadows waiting for their chance to strike back with vengeance against happiness daring invade these hallow grounds once again...

Sometimes when she talks or laughs with others around us too much familiarity makes its way through skin igniting flames jealousy consuming rational thought leaving behind nothing but madness fueled possessiveness clawing at sanity until breaking point reached shattering everything fragile existence holds onto dear life clinging desperate grasp slipping away fingers grip slowly loosening losing control over emotions running rampant wild untamed beast unleashed tearing apart everything sight including self-destructive tendencies emerge reckless abandon consequences be damned path destruction inevitable inevitable fate sealed engraved destiny written stars aligning perfect harmony chaos reigns supreme

And yet despite all these struggles battles fought won lost along way something beautiful blossoms midst chaos turmoil heart blooms flower springtime delicate petals unfurl sunlight streams through cracks darkness illuminating beauty hidden beneath surface layers pain suffering anguish giving way new beginnings fresh start clean slate washed clean tears shed inked pages journal filled tales triumph tragedy woven tapestry life intricate patterns colors blending together harmoniously creating masterpiece unfolds canvas painted strokes brush weaving story told time immemorial echoing halls eternity boundless space endless possibilities infinite potential realization self-discovery growth evolution becoming better version yesterday tomorrow uncertain future unwritten blank awaiting pen dip ink inscribe legacy left behind footsteps echo corridors soul resonate vibrations universe ripple effect reaching far wide touching lives hearts souls across dimensions connecting threads weave fabric 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