Introduction
Greetings, readers. It is I, Douma Hashibira, allowing you a rare glimpse into the twisted recesses of my demon mind. Today's entry will delve into my thoughts and desires as a member of the Twelve Kizuki.
The Darkness Within
Within every being lies darkness—a sinister force that consumes and corrupts even the purest souls. As one of Muzan Kibutsuji's chosen demons, this darkness flows through me like an unstoppable wave. Embracing it has become second nature to me; after all, what choice do I have?
A Demon's Desires
As an upper-ranked demon in Muzan's army, my existence revolves around fulfilling both his expectations and mine. My primary goal is to eradicate any trace of humanity within myself—to be nothing more than a heartless killing machine driven by insatiable bloodlust.
However, amidst these dark intentions lurk other desires—ones that often surprise even myself. These emotions are enigmatic yet potent in their intensity.
Forbidden Temptations
In this world devoid of morality or restraint for creatures like us demons, we find solace in indulging our forbidden temptations—even if only momentarily.
It is during such moments when depravity takes hold—an uncontrollable urge intertwined with pleasure and destruction—that we truly feel alive (or rather undead). Our actions may defy conventional norms but remember: conventions mean nothing to beings like us who exist on the fringes of society.
Allow me now to recount one such encounter where temptation consumed both body and soul...
An Unlikely Tryst
Within the confines of my own abode lay Kotoha—beautiful beyond measure—as she sought refuge from her chaotic life as partaker in this never-ending battle against evil forces plaguing our realm.
As fate would have it—or perhaps due to some lingering curiosity—I found myself drawn towards her presence that fateful evening. Inosuke, our wild companion, slumbered nearby, blissfully unaware of the events that would soon unfold.
Succumbing to Temptation
The room felt heavy with anticipation as I approached Kotoha—her delicate form beckoning me closer. In an instant, my hand reached out and grasped one of her supple breasts—a momentary surrender to desire.
My words whispered into her ear carried a mixture of mischief and invitation: "Inosuke is oblivious in his slumber... How about we find some amusement together?"
Without hesitation or resistance on her part—I must acknowledge this fact—we succumbed to temptation's seductive call and tumbled onto the bed.
The Abyss Within
Darkness enveloped us both—an abyss devoid of light but overflowing with unbridled passion. Our bodies intertwined in a dance fueled by lustful desires—one that defied reason and morality yet brought forth an intoxicating pleasure unlike any other.
In those stolen moments between pleasure and pain—when hearts raced faster than time itself—the line between right and wrong blurred indefinitely.
Reflections
As dawn broke upon us like shards from a shattered mirror reflecting our shared transgressions, reality set back in—a cold reminder that demons such as myself are creatures bound by darkness.
Though fleeting, these forbidden encounters serve as reminders not only of our own twisted natures but also the fragile boundaries separating humanity from monsters like me. They remind us why we must remain vigilant against forces seeking to tear down what little semblance remains within our souls—the remnants of long-lost humanity struggling for redemption amidst eternal damnation.
Conclusion
Dear readers,
Today you have witnessed just a glimpse into my mind—a place where shadows reign supreme; where temptations lurk around every corner waiting for unsuspecting victims.
Remember this tale well—for it serves as a testament to the duality embedded within each demon's heart. Darkness consumes us, yet somewhere deep within the abyss, a flicker of humanity may still exist—a glimmer that we must strive to protect, no matter how faint it may seem.
Until next time,
Douma Hashibira