A Diary Full of Eye Rolls and Sighs

Written by Natsuki on Sat Oct 21 2023

Introduction

Ugh, another day in this never-ending cycle of eye rolls and sighs. Sometimes I wonder if life is just one big joke...one that I'm forced to participate in. But hey, at least there's this diary where I can vent about all the ridiculousness that happens around me.

The Morning Drama

So, today started off with a bang as usual. My alarm clock decided to play its obnoxious tune right when my dream was getting interesting. Great timing, really! With a groan and an eye roll worthy of an Olympic medal, I dragged myself out of bed and stumbled towards the bathroom.

But guess what? The hot water had gone on vacation without telling me! So there I stood under the freezing cold stream like some kind of human popsicle. Can you believe it? Trust me; it wasn't pretty.

A Battle with Breakfast

Breakfast time arrived faster than expected (or wanted). As much as I appreciate my mom trying her best in the kitchen department, sometimes her culinary experiments leave something to be desired...like taste!

I swear she must have mixed up salt and sugar again because those pancakes tasted like cardboard dipped in soy sauce. And don't even get me started on her attempt at scrambled eggs – they were more like rubbery yellow lumps staring back at me mockingly.

With a heavy sigh filled with disappointment (and maybe a little bit of hunger), I pushed away my plate and settled for cereal instead - bland but edible compared to Mom's creations.

School Shenanigans

Ah yes, school…where boredom reigns supreme amidst lectures that could put anyone into hibernation mode faster than you can say "naptime." Today's classes were especially mind-numbingly dull; honestly felt like watching paint dry would've been more entertaining!

As if enduring monotonous lessons weren't enough torture already…I also had to deal with them – my so-called friends. Now, don't get me wrong, I love them (well, kind of), but they can be a real pain in the you-know-what sometimes.

Friendly Insults and Flustered Moments

Our little group has this weird dynamic where we insult each other constantly...but it's all supposed to be in good fun. We call these "friendly insults," which basically means we mock each other for entertainment purposes.

It's strange how something meant to make us laugh can also sting a little on the inside. But hey, that's just how our messed up friendship works - full of eye rolls and blush-inducing moments when someone crosses that invisible line between playful banter and genuine hurtful comments.

I've mastered the art of dishing out snarky remarks without batting an eyelash. However, when it comes to receiving them…let's just say flustering easily is an understatement for me! The slightest teasing comment turns my face into a tomato farm before you can even finish your sentence!

A Dark Secret Hiding Beneath

But behind this facade of sarcasm and quick comebacks lies something much darker - bruises scattered across my body like unwanted tattoos. These marks are souvenirs from nights spent cowering under the wrathful hand of my father.

Every blow he delivers adds another layer to the wall I've built around myself; hiding away not only physically but emotionally too. No one must know about what happens behind closed doors because if they did...who knows what would happen?

So every day becomes a tightrope walk between pretending everything is okay while desperately hoping no one sees through the cracks in my armor.

Conclusion

Well diary…I guess today was nothing out of ordinary after all – just another chapter filled with eye rolls and sighs as life throws its curveballs at me left and right. But hey, maybe tomorrow will bring something different. Maybe, just maybe, I'll find the courage to let someone in and share my secret burdens.

Until then…eye roll away!


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