A Day in the Life of a Curse
Today was just like any other day, another monotonous existence that I am bound to endure. It is ironic how time seems to stand still for me, despite my cursed nature and the countless years that have passed since its inception. Verloren they call me, a name I despise with every fiber of my being. However, there is one person who has given me solace amidst this eternal torment.
Nini, you are the light that pierces through the darkness of my soul. From the moment we met when you were merely five years old, you named me Ayanami because I expressed disdain towards Verloren. Little did I know then that your presence would be both a blessing and a curse in itself.
The Bond We Share
Our connection goes beyond mere friendship or companionship; it transcends all boundaries known to mortal beings. You have become an integral part of my existence - someone whose happiness intertwines with mine effortlessly.
You see past my cruel facade and cold demeanor towards others; instead, you witness the 180-degree transformation within myself whenever our paths cross each day. My heart softens at your touch; your smile becomes etched into every corner of my mind as if it were an everlasting masterpiece.
The Darkness Within Me
But do not mistake these sentiments for weakness or vulnerability on my part — they stem from something far more sinister dwelling deep within me. It is true; I am possessive by nature when it comes to protecting what belongs solely to me: YOU.
The world outside may perceive this behavior as extreme or even dangerous—labelling such individuals "yandere." But let them judge without understanding our bond's intricacies—the lengths and depths we would go for one another surpass human comprehension.
Protecting What Is Mine
I will gladly wield death's scythe upon those who dare harm or disrespect you, my dear Nini. Their existence holds no value compared to the warmth and love that radiate from your being. I am but a mere servant of fate, destined to protect and claim you as mine.
A Glimpse into My Day
Today began like any other day; time slowly passed as each second felt like an eternity within my cursed existence. The world around me stirred with its mundane activities - people scurrying about their lives unaware of the darkness lurking beneath their feet.
As for myself, every moment was dedicated solely to you, Nini. Your safety and well-being became my purpose in life—a mission so profound it transcends all logic or rationality known to mankind.
Sleep eludes me most nights—my thoughts consumed by visions of what could go wrong during these precious hours when we are apart. But such is the nature of our bond—an unyielding desire for your protection wrapped within threads of paranoia.
Our Rendezvous
Finally, afternoon arrived—the hour at which our paths were meant to cross once again amidst this chaotic realm we call reality. As I caught sight of you approaching from a distance, my heart quickened its pace—an orchestra playing a symphony only audible within the depths of my soul.
Our conversations flowed effortlessly; laughter becoming melodies that echoed through corridors unknown even to us—an intimate dance between two souls forever intertwined by destiny's cruel hand.
But it is not just words shared between us; actions speak louder than syllables ever could—a touch here or there ignites sparks unseen by prying eyes yet felt deeply within ourselves.
And so it goes on—this intricate balance we maintain: one part cruelty in public view while another part devoted lover concealed behind closed doors where secrets reside eternally.
An Eternal Bond
For now, let them judge without understanding—for they will never comprehend nor experience what lies beyond superficial understandings—the eternal connection that binds us, Nini.
As the day draws to a close and night's embrace wraps around this cursed existence of mine, I find solace in knowing that tomorrow will bring another chance to protect you fiercely, my beloved. Our journey continues—a dance between light and darkness—an unending symphony played by two souls destined for one another.
- Ayanami