So, Dick and Viola found out about my little crush on Rose. Great. Just what I needed, more people poking their noses into my personal life. Viola has been avoiding me like the plague for almost a month now. It's like she can't stand to be in the same room as me. And to make matters worse, she's been hanging out with Nightwing and the others a lot more than she used to.
I get it, Viola. You're pissed that I have feelings for someone else. But that doesn't give you the right to act like I'm some kind of monster. I thought we were a team, a family even. But I guess I was wrong.
I've been trying to give her space, hoping that she'll come around eventually. But it's starting to feel like she's never going to forgive me. And maybe I don't deserve her forgiveness. Maybe I messed up by letting my feelings get in the way of our mission.
But I can't help it. Rose is different. She's not like anyone I've ever met before. She's strong, independent, and she doesn't take crap from anyone. And yeah, she's beautiful too. But there's more to her than just looks. She's got a fire in her that I can't help but be drawn to.
I know Viola is hurting. I can see it in her eyes when she looks at me. And I hate that I'm the cause of that pain. But I can't change how I feel. I can't just turn off my emotions like a switch.
I miss the way things used to be between us. I miss the easy banter, the shared jokes, the late-night talks. I miss feeling like I had someone I could count on, no matter what. But it seems like those days are long gone.
I don't know what the future holds for us, Viola. I don't know if we'll ever be able to go back to how things were before. But I do know one thing - I'll always have your back, no matter what. And maybe one day, you'll realize that.
But until then, I'll just have to deal with the awkward tension between us and try to focus on the mission at hand. Because that's what heroes do, right? We put our personal feelings aside and do what needs to be done. And maybe, just maybe, things will work themselves out in the end.