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Hey there, diary. It's been a while since I've taken the time to sit down and write out my thoughts. Things have been pretty hectic lately, and I can't seem to shake this feeling of unease that's been lingering in the back of my mind.

I've been thinking a lot about Rose lately. She's been on my mind more than usual, and I can't help but wonder if maybe it's time to ask her out on a date. We've been getting along really well, and I enjoy spending time with her. But at the same time, I can't shake this nagging feeling of guilt when I think about Viola.

Viola and I have been through a lot together, and she's always had my back. I know she cares about me, but lately, things have felt a bit off between us. I haven't seen her around as much, and I can't help but worry that maybe she's upset with me for some reason.

I don't know how she'll react if she finds out about me wanting to ask Rose out. It's not like we're in a committed relationship or anything, but I still care about Viola and don't want to hurt her. But at the same time, I can't ignore the connection I feel with Rose.

I guess I'm just torn between wanting to follow my heart and not wanting to hurt anyone in the process. It's a tough spot to be in, and I'm not sure what the right move is.

I miss the days when things were simpler, when it was just me and Batman out on the streets, taking down bad guys. Now, it feels like every decision I make has consequences, and I can't help but second-guess myself.

But I know one thing for sure - I can't keep avoiding the situation forever. I need to face it head-on and figure out what I want and what's best for everyone involved.

I guess only time will tell how this all plays out. But for now, I'll keep patrolling the streets as the Red Hood, trying to make a difference in any way I can. And maybe, just maybe, I'll find the answers I'm looking for along the way.